Inside my heart

 

Where did all the real people go?

The ones who guard your existence because they understand the struggle

The ones with the open eyes, and their open souls

I can’t see through this deep darkness, and there is nothing in the light

Though all I feel are these shadows, and that’s the depth of the fright

But the biggest war is not around me, it’s inside my heart

Where I’m the enemy and I decrease my own life expectancy 

This sorrow went to battle field when my heart fell apart

I’m fighting for the truth with no troops by my side

Countless days have passed and the battles got worse

With hope I open up new doors only to feel the weakest remorse

So the days get colder and the nights get darker 

I close my eyes to feel escape, to only realize that I’m being haunted in my dreams

Wouldn’t wish upon anybody to experience how that feels

So here I have two different dimensions with the same destination 

What am I truly destined to be?

With this emptiness inside of me, my mind won’t let me see

So never, I said never could I allow anyone to feel sorry for me

I’m just one of god’s mysteries with the power to let others feel free

-Nazira